Hello

Just wanted to say hello today. It's been a pretty busy day today and just got to sit in front of my computer. Tomorrow, I am going to see a plastic surgeon for a breast reduction consultation and I am pretty nervous. I hope she can help me. I am a very, very petite person, but my breasts started growing when I was 6 years old. Now, at 24, they are 32DDD
They come with an array of health problems, not to mention the aesthetic part, considering that for the rest of my body, I wear children's clothes, because the smallest woman's size here, is too big for me.
I hate that I'm venting about this, most people are not sympathetic at all, wrongly thinking that because I've got Pam Anderson's boobs, I should be the happiest girl on earth
Not for me it's not. So I'm nervous, about my insurance not covering it, and I'm also a little scared of being the one out of 15,000 surgeries to experience anesthesia awareness
Also, once I get the surgery I will have no one except for my brother to take care of me and clean my bandages and help me shower, etc...weird
would that be ok? or is it too weird for a brother who is also my best friend to see my boobs?
Anyway, I guess I just need a little support from women, it would make me feel a little better, and since I have no women in my life, as my mother and whole family abandoned me, I guess I'm just going to have to get it from YOU
Alright, I'll just be here waiting for the support and getting ready for tomorrow. Also, my PTSD has made me agoraphobic and photophobic, as I usually panic terribly in public or driving without a companion, and tomorrow, I have to do just that, so...I'm taking Liam, my beautiful baby puppy with me.
Baby Liam
He is my little service dog and they'll have to deal, otherwise, I could panic so much that I could faint or dissociate while driving and crash:dontknow
So, I've vented enough... now...back to positivity.
Love to you all
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