Healing of Small Cell Cancer

Dear Susan,
Thank you for sharing your picture, as mentioned before, you are beautiful. The hairdo suits you, and there is no fuss , what a blessing.

It is lovely of you to bring Billy to the party, so let us carry on

Dear Susan, you are beautiful, and thank you for bringing Billy. You are very nice people.
Let us carry on with the party

It is nice to continue the party with such lovely friends, especially since we are celebrating our victory over the bad cells.

Here comes the coffee

Aahhhh.........I needed that today. It's been a gloomy, drizzly day and got to thinking about Louis and missing him so terribly.

Louis sent me a picture of him after he shaved his head. I've been playing with it in Windows. First I erased the prison walls. That felt really good. Then I started adding color to the background. Here's the original.

And a little closer.....

And this is the last one, so far anyway. Playing with that picture seems to be pretty good therapy.

Dear Susan, thank you for sharing all your loved ones with us.
We will keep on fighting all the bad things.
There are a lot of nice things to come.

Love,
Sue

Dear Susan,
Good morning. My thoughts are with you. Your son is a fine looking young man. Maybe he will be allowed to come to our party. This party is for a good cause. We are trying to get rid of all bad things that affect us physically and emotionally. Let us bring all the friends that we can.

Love
Vicky

Dear Susan,

I like what you did with Louis' picture, erasing the prison walls.
Keeeping that positive party going, for all unwanted things to be gone.

Love, Inda

This will chase away all unwanted things

Right now I feel like that old "good news/bad news" cliche.

The good news--when they did the CAT Scan, the small lesion on my brain didn't show up. I am going in for an MRI of the brain today to make sure since MRI's are more accurate than CAT Scans.

The bad news--the nurse let something slip that Dr. Conkright is going to talk to me about Tuesday at my appointment. Apparently the cancer isn't responding as well as they expected to this treatment. They will probably change my treatment.

So what is "not as well as he expected?" I'm scared. It's all I can do to hold tears back right now. Thank Heaven's I got Billy out the door before they started. I'm not even supposed to know this. I saw the look of terror on his face when the nurse wanted me to go in for this MRI. I could ease that fear since it is because that lesion may be gone. But a week of fear before I even talk to Dr. Conkright? I don't want him to know until I know what we are going to do. I don't think I could stand to hear that voice I heard from him in the hospital while we waited for the results from the biopsy.

Dear Susan,

Sending the angel back to do some healing. May the angel embrace you with gentle healing light.

Sending you positive healing prayers.

love, Inda

Dear Susan, I am sorry to hear the negative update.
My prayers continue that all things will be well at the end. Please continue to be positive and know that the outcome will be good.

Love,
Sue

Dear Susan,
Praying for you. May the angels come and surround you with good health. As Sue said, just know that all will be well.

Love
Vicky

Joining with Sue and Vicky to send you many more healing prayers.

Love, Inda

Thanks. I'm feeling better today. That was a bit of a shock. I did finally tell Billy. Didn't have much choice after I burst into tears in front of him.

Dear Susan,
Adding my healing prayers for you.
Sending you prayers for a quick recovery and the best of health.

Love,
yoko

Bringing back the little healer

Dear Yoko,

Thank you! With that sweet little angel popping up in my life, I am sure to get well.

Love,

Susan

Well, dear Susan, I see that I had missed something here, I am glad I went back a few days to discover your lovely pictures! Thank you for sharing them. It is important to visualize you as you are while sending out our prayers of gratitude for your perfect healing. I love your new look and I love Billy's smile and I love also the lovely picture of your dear son Louis, you did a good job wrapping him up in beautiful colors.
I feel the warmth of this thread and also its good vibes, today I am really very sensitive ... I capture this positive energy, which is working for you.
Yoko is right, you are a beautiful lady with and without hair, in and out. Your soul shines through your eyes and it tells a story of great beauty.
I will now go find some flowers for you ...

In loving closeness,
Margherita

A field of lavendel to breathe in beauty ...

and the beauty of peonies ...



Have a love filled week-end and continue to TRUST fully ...

Loving you,
Margherita

Margherita,

Thank you so much. Billy does have a beautiful smile, doesn't he? I'm so blessed to have him here to help me through this. He puts up with a lot when the steroids get me all moody.

Those flowers are gorgious! I really love the field of Lavender. I could almost smell it!

Love and Blessings,

Dear Susan,

Continuing to send you healing prayers for a quick recovery.

Love,
Sue

Dear Susan,
Joining in healing prayer for you.
Sending many positive thoughts that you will recover quickly and feel comfortable while the healing takes place.

Love
Vicky



The angels will protect you.

Dear Susan,

Adding my healing prayers for you, to all the existing ones. May the treatments be successful and as pain-free as possible.

Have confidence even if nothing seems to happen, it will. Tell your body it is time to get well.

Love, Inda

What a day! Almost 12 hours from the doctor's office until I finally got finished with the new chemo treatment at the hospital. Since they changed the chemo, they won't lower the steroids until they know how severe the side effects are. And you should see me typing right now! Quick bursts of typing, then I have to stop and back my mind up because it is going even faster than my fingers can type. Wheeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

The news is a mixed bag, and, according to Dr. Conkright, impossible. So I will sandwich the two bad parts between the two great parts.

Remember the MRI I had to go in for after my CAT Scan? The lesion on my brain is really gone! This has Dr. Conkright happily baffled. Apparently, the chemo doesn't reduce brain cancers. But prayer can and did. Reduced it right out of existence.

The reason he started me on a more aggressive chemo was the spot on my liver and the two spots on my bones. They grew a little bit. But this new chemo ought to get it. It is more aggressive than the one he was going to change it to. Me and my big mouth. I told him how few side effects I had been having, and I swear he got this evil grin on his face. I think it was aimed at the cancer. I asked him if I was going to regret telling him that and he grinned again. Said it was too late, I couldn't take it back. He almost ran out of the room to call the hospital and see if he could get the new treatment scheduled today. I really love that man. He fights this cancer like it is threatening him or someone in his family.

Now for the other great news! That 9 cm. mass is now down to less than 2 cm! No wonder I am breathing so much better!!!!

Between prayer and chemo, we are well on our way to beating this. I got a really sweet lecture from Dr. Conkright about not getting upset about having to go to a more aggressive treatment. He wanted to be sure that I focus on the good news from the CAT Scan and MRI.

I think I figured out what happened. I think we focused the prayers and healing energy on my lung and brain. After all, the large mass was in the lung and a lesion on the brain is just plain scary. So now I have to remember to focus some energy to my liver and bones.

Thank you so much for your prayers.

Namaste

Thank you for keeping us posted Susan.

We will fight this cancer until it is gone and you are healthy. Let the prayers and the medication do their work.

Love,
Sue

Dear Susan,
Thank you for sharing this information with us.

This cancer will shrink away with prayer and treatment. We will just keep going until the cancer is too tired to fight back.

Sending flowers to cheer you up

Love
Vicky

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Originally posted by dear losgann:


What a day!

Almost 12 hours from the doctor's office

until

I

finally

got


finished with the new chemo treatment at the hospital.

I'm soooOOOOO pleased! Wishing you the best, Arty