Thank you Dear Inda and Margherita for your replies.
This poem is an introspective look at how I have been approaching what I thought was love for many years.
I feel I have learned the meaning of LOVE in the last 5 years or so. Back then, I realised I entered into some relationship mostly out of need than out of love. It was a shock to me to notice that I could not offer to others what I could not provide for myself. Paradoxically, I felt very unwhorthy for most of my life while having a strong ego, thinking I had all the answers and that my logic was superior.
This poem relates to not only one being in my life, but many.
I am growing, as we all are, every moment and it is a blessing !
I love you both,
Sylvie