Beautiful reflections, dear Sylvie!
The intimate baring of your soul here Sylvie, is very touching. You ask yourself "where was I when you were holding me ...?"
All that has been has brought you into the present moment, all can be forgiven, all is part of our existence. We learn, we move ahead, we start again .... we learn to LOVE.
Thank you for sharing your beauty.
Loving you,
Margherita