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Emprisoned in a mirrored room
Short of everything
But passing time
I sit reconsidering
All that appears as my doom
Fires lit by strong reflections
Burn down ego to ashes.
As flames, sparkle some questions
Related to dreams and wishes
Loved...I desired to be
Profoundly and totally
But...
Where was I when you were holding me?
Probably sitting on my judge's bench
Accusing your affection for me
To flicker in and out of existence.
Blinded I was by my own superiority
Born out of my sense of inferiority.
It's not love I asked of you
For all I needed was reassurance
I had my place in this existence.
And as the eagle hitting on his pray
Down on you I went all the way.
So focused was I on my story
I simply could not see
All the suffering of thee.
Will you ever forgive me?
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Love,
Sylvie
